Heart Break

Dear B,

Oh yes, I am back and how indeed!!! You're gonna dance with joy at the treasure I have found, my love!!

It's just so damn fun to playback through the different 'timezones' as I read one note after another..

Beautiful stanzas and phrases strung into something so pure!! Found a few lines written by another soul and I couldn't resist but add few of mine!!

Okay, no more talks.. Go on, read it below.. :D

I thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall

My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste

Why does life have to be like this?
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

That's that and the search is back onnnn!!!

Cheers,
N

Nothing

Dear B,

I found this while going through my old notes on Facebook.. So many memories and so much to read through.. It felt wonderful going back all these years and reliving those moments..

Here is one such old moment I am sharing with you..

The faint glow of the darkness,
The whirr of the fan.
I stay awake in my bed,
Typing fast as I can.

My heart thuds and I can hear its beats,
In the black, pin drop silence, an anonymous door creaks.

Too afraid to trace out the source,
I pull the covers over my head.
Waiting for an answer,
I quietly settle in my bed.

The cruel vibration snaps me out of my reverie,
I hastily glance all around and towards a happy new memory.

A curve spreads and my heart lightens,
A new hope surges within.
As I type again I can't help but think,
It is silly, it is nothing,
But all I can say is, it strengthens my feelings.

I will keep browsing and will definitely come back to you if I find something new.. Adiós till then..

Love,
N

Someone asked me to

Hi Bloggy,

I had to put this up.. This has been my most random and most sudden piece of work.. I just started on the blank canvas and painted the words as they flowed to me..

Hope its good.. Here goes..

He stared at the horizon,
she stayed awake in her bed,
He paused to look at the time,
she wondered what messed her head,
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes a bit,
She sat upright and played back the way he hit,
He cursed his rage and the hand that gave her pain,
She dried her tears and made up her face to look sane,
He turned back with no face to show and heart heavy as lead,
She switched the lights on and started to make the bed,
He turned the key in the slot and entered to the bright light,
She saw him and disappeared quickly leaving no sight,
He rushed to the bedroom only to find the bed unmade,
She took away his heart and his soul, she messed with his head,
It was an year ago, they had taken their vows,
Alcohol turned him to a monster, in and outside the house,
It ate at him and tore her completely away,
She was now just a memory and really hard at play!!

Have a good night!!

Love,
N