Mixed Emotions

Trying to stare into your eyes,
The look that glances my way,
With a sense of belonging my heart sighs,
And it begins to say.

A single question and a single answer,
Led to a change in our lives,
Moving ahead with a different feeling,
Days are passing by like a ride on your bike.

Your cricket injuries make my heart skip a beat,
The cold you get has me in worries,
You ride your bike like a snake gliding through,
Please think just once that there’s someone who cares for you.

A kiss here and a touch there,
Sends ripples beneath my skin,
The movie theater and the dark,
Don’t you feel there was a spark?

You pull my leg and you tease me,
I like it but there’s a time for that too,
Grow your hair long enough,
And I swear I’ll disown you.

I’m sorry because I’ve hurt you,
But don’t worry I’m trying to get through,
The mixed emotions that rush in my heart,
Will disappear once I get the groove.

Please don’t misunderstand me,
Because there’s a lot you don’t know,
Yet when I look at you I feel,
That you know me through and through.

Being optimistic has helped a lot of people,
And I hope it helps us too,
But deep down in my heart there’s a beat,
That says, “I love you.”

Guilt

One mistake - though I hope it doesn’t cost much,

As stupid as I was, it wasn’t a lie.

Can’t it be forgotten just this one time?

With repentance in front of me, I abide.

Don’t know why I’m writing this,

Don’t know why I’m feeling sorry.

But my heart bleeds its own,

With remorse I did try.

Can just pray and can just hope,

That it gets alright.

But the uneasiness caused inside,

Flutters by like a bird dying.

I want it to be okay,

And I want it to be perfect.

The words that I faced,

Jabbed me in the gut like a stye.

Please forgive me for what I did,

I’m just a nobody.

All I want is peace,

But till now I’m not getting any.

This is my fault,

But I’m not the one suffering enough.

All I want is to forget,

And rush by as if nothing happened.

I promise myself,

That I will not let myself down.

All I need is a hand that,

Rests above me and guides me through and out.