Lost in Perplexity

As I peered into the screen,
My vision blurred, it hazed out.
Before I realised what entered my mind,
The wetness began to dawn.

Blink was all I did,
With nothing to plaster it up.
A flash with the most painful memories,
Ripped apart a fraction of my soul.

Conjuring up the weirdest notions,
My psyche began to participate.
In what was my scariest credence,
Applying all benefit.

I happened to shrug,
As my receptors perceived a jingle.
Peeking to trace the foundation,
Uncomplicated confusion arose.

Why and when did this happen,
Where would it be.
Brandishing my hands in the darkness,
I try to find me, just me.