The Questions

Dear Blog,

I am back. Sorry for ignoring you for a little while. But there was a lot of hustling around and a couple of changes happening. Well, I have a new job now and its perfect. I love it. I had my birthday and yes now I am officially 25! That's another story I will be coming back to you in a bit. For now, I just wanna share this small poem I wrote. Hope you'll like it. I am rushing now, it's Monday - Workday tomorrow. Catch ya soon!

I should have said something to you.
When it was the perfect time.
I should have made the first move.
When the moment seemed right.
I should have looked through you.
See you for the person you were.
I should not have believed anything untrue.
And spoil what we had between us.
I should have come to you and questioned you outright.
But I didn't for the rage born blinded me in the sight.
I could have communicated and cleared all doubts.
I didn't think but it was ego this was all about.
It was the idiocy of you and your actions.
You had me believe you if only just for a fraction.
I tried to cross the bridge, trust me I did.
But shame hounded you with fear and guilt.
You ignored me, avoided me, had me question myself.
In the end I saw light, and my soul did I help.
A casual whisper or a slight touch on the face.
Love, lust, care or just an innocent caress?
I am glad I started off with trusting you for you.
There are no regrets now, nothing else left to do.
Events did turn and twist and an evil saga unfolded.
I thank the stars who shone upon me and my gaze they lovingly held.
Its easy to get lost amongst the lustre, you lose track of time.
You become foolish and start thinking everything's mine.
Then, He gives you a gentle nudge, awakens you from your slumber.
And you wake up to a tremor, to see everything crumble.
When you pick the pieces up and try to recollect the puzzle.
It strikes you that its within you, the original answer.
It has always been there, lying ignored for a while now.
It's always the 5 Ws'; Who, Why, Where, When, What and a How!

G'night!

Love forever,
N!