Revelation from Hell

What it was and what it became

With one night everything changed
Guilt eroded slowly my heart
Fright embedded in my chest
How could I do that to you I asked
I must be cruel and without a heart
Pain struggled at my soul and let it rip
Yet I couldn’t see you so I let it slip
Yes it was true what I did
And I told you everything
None expected left you though
Stabbed me a thousand times over
What did I do to get this?
No answer whatsoever comes to me
Hiding it beneath your perfect stature
You led me to lands unknown
Your hand was all I held there
And you didn’t think twice before absconding it
With the cruel and heartless hidden possessions
You made me feel as if I was shit
Thought I was the bad one here
But you surpassed with your talent
Why should I do this?
And why should I trust you?
While all you do is hurt me
I could very well ignore you
But I can’t be like you
I tried and still do
But you have left no reason for me to trust you.