Dear Blog,
I'm writing after a very long
time. Not that I was busy, but yeah had a few preoccupations. And no, they
haven't yet been dealt with.
I'm guessing something like
this happens to everyone at one point or the other. Your personal and
professional life is blurred and hazed out and you have absolutely no clue what
needs to be done.
No matter what you do, nothing
feels right and nor is it. Most of your gut feelings (read:bad), turn out to be
some sort of a prediction of the week! And it plain sucks! All you
need is a getaway to someplace you've never visited before and experience a
change of complete environment.
Why does it have to happen that if
things go the right way for you, they're all at once and if one of them fails,
they all follow the same route?! It's like, the first fallen starts a trend and
then you're stuck with what you had before. Nothing.
It's surprising that frustration is
yet to get me at the highest possible level. So thanks for being there and
letting me vent out!
And most of the time stress
doesn't come from within. In my opinion, the people around you are more
responsible for building up the tension and the helplessness you feel. Because
it's not their fault that good things are happening with them and not you.
Their ignorant fault may be that you somehow get to know about their happiness
and its downhill from there.
All I want is a small piece of
good news. If I'm doing anything wrong, give me a sign. I may be a bit stubborn
about some things but that doesn't mean I don't deserve a tiny push. I need
that shove. I need myself.
And Ganpati Bappa thanks for being
there. I Love You.
Love,
N
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